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[19 Mar 2006|02:13pm] |
i'm worthless
20 years and i've accomplished nothing..
i've done nothing
i am nothing.
i wish i didn't exist.
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[17 Mar 2006|04:01pm] |
i wish the world weren't so messed up.. i wish men wouldn't cheat on women, i wish men and women wouldn't give in to jealousy.. i just wish everything could be right in the world.. i could never cheat on someone i love.. i could never think that someone who i thought loved me cheated on me, i could never be freak out or be jealous that my girl is out with friends be it male or female... i don't know maybe i'm just so used to having nothing that something.. anything.. at all would make me all the happier..
too bad the only girls that give me attention are pretenders..
i'm shutting up.. don't plan on hearing anything from this journal until the next time my life gets so fucked up i can't stand it and have to write so i don't hurt someone.
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[28 Feb 2006|01:04am] |
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Girls Anthony has kissed since Late August.
1. B
2. M
3. S
4. T
5. T
6. J
7. S
8. K
9. B
10. T
11. A
12. A
Twelve girls in 6 months.. I am a whore…
comment if you want to be the next one on the list.
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[08 Feb 2006|05:13am] |
i'm so sick of people pretending like i matter to them.. about 96 out of every hundred people either hate me or pretend to like me because they want something from me.. <3 if you are either of those leave me the fuck alone.
i'm tired of everyone.. i just wanna be left alone.
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[06 Feb 2006|02:32pm] |
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i feel invisible and unwanted the majority of my days.
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[05 Feb 2006|04:09am] |
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in the past 6 months i've never been called amazing more and i've never believed it less.
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[04 Jan 2006|05:17am] |
so i have come a rash realization that out of everyone i know. everyone who has ever been my friend and everyone that is currently my friend i am the only person on the face of the earth who doesn't really change.. i mean of course my interests change and whatnot but my personality and morals and everything else are all the same as they were 5 years ago.. i still want to be something that i've always wanted to be and i'm still me.. i dont know whether to take this as me being strong or whether i'm fucking up somewhere and i'm supposed to change..
all i know is that i'll always be here and i'll always be me.
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[25 Dec 2005|04:37pm] |
loves the funeral of hearts and an ode for cruelty when angels cry blood on flowers of evil in bloom...
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[21 Dec 2005|07:03am] |
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i might be in love.. or insane.. but other than that nothing seems real.
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[19 Sep 2005|11:13pm] |
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l'amour tue chacun au moins une fois
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[16 Aug 2005|01:19pm] |
• Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
• I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
• I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
• I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (maybe/maybe not).
• I'll tell you my first memory of you.
• I'll tell you what food you remind me of.
• I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
• If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. (Please!)
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[14 Aug 2005|04:35pm] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
| Your Outrageous Name Is |  Pat Maweenie |
| Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible | 
Fun, funky, and a little bit euro.
You love your summers to be full of style and sun! |
| Your Mood Ring is Light Blue | 
Emotions mixed
Unsettled
Cool |
| Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating | 
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. |
| How You Life Your Life | 
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
| You Are 20% Weird | 
Not enough to scare other people...
But sometimes you scare yourself. |
| Your Hawaiian Name is: | 
Kane Nahele |
I like that name.
| Your Hidden Talent |  You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers. |
| In a Past Life... | 
You Were: A Diseased Cannibal.
Where You Lived: Mongolia.
How You Died: Buried alive. |
I love meat. ;-)
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 29% Pure | 
You're not one to kiss and tell...
But word is, you kiss pretty well. |
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.
You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. |
| Your Daddy Is Ozzy Osbourne |
What You Call Him: Daddy-o
Why You Love Him: He takes you to church |
Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable | Part Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet |
Your Birthdate: September 27 |
Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.
This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return. |
is this true?
You are |
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that's funny, no offense girls.
| ANTHONY CANNON |
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Adaptable |
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Neat |
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Trustworthy |
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Humorous |
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Overwhelming |
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Naughty |
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Yummy |
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Cheeky |
| A |
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Alluring |
| N |
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Nerdy |
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Nice |
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Odd |
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Normal |
| Your Power Color Is Teal | 
At Your Highest:
You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.
At Your Lowest:
You feel in a slump and lack creativity.
In Love:
You tend to be many people's ideal partner.
How You're Attractive:
You make people feel confident and accepted.
Your Eternal Question:
"What Impression Am I Giving?" |
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[29 Jul 2005|05:33pm] |
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[19 Jul 2005|09:51pm] |
I HAVE...
[x] almost drowned
[x] almost got hit by a car
[X] sneaked out of the house
[ ] gotten lost in your city
[ ] seen a shooting star
[ ] been to any other countries besides the United States
[ ] had a serious surgery
[X] gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] kissed a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[x] been in a fist fight
[ ] been arrested
[X] consumed alcohol
[x] laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
[x] pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] made out in an elevator
[X] swore at your parents
[X] kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] gone to a casino
[ ] been skydiving
[ ] broken a bone
[ ] skinny-dipped
[X] skipped school
[X] flashed someone
[x] saw a therapist
[x] played spin the bottle
[x] gotten stitches
[X] bitten someone
[ ] been to Niagara Falls
[X] gotten the chicken pox
[X] kissed a member of the opposite sex
[ ] kissed a member of the same sex
[ ] crashed into a friend's car
[x] been in a car accident
[ ] been to Japan
[ ] ridden in a taxi
[X] been dumped
[X] shoplifted
[ ] been fired
[ ] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[X] had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] stole something from your job
[X] gone on a blind date
[X] lied to a friend
[X] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
[ ] been to Europe
[ ] been married
[ ] gotten divorced
[ ] had children
[ ] saw someone die
[ ] been to Africa
[X] driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] been to Canada
[ ] been to Mexico
[X] been on a plane
[x] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] thrown up in a bar
[x] purposely set a part of myself on fire
[x] eaten sushi
[ ] been snowboarding
[X] met someone in person from the internet
[ ] been moshing at a rock show
[ ] been to a moto cross show
[x] gone to college
[ ] graduated college
[X] taken painkillers
[X] love someone or miss someone right now
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[14 Jul 2005|11:48am] |
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i've been here before a few times and i'm quite aware we're dying and your hands they shake the goodbyes and i'll take you back if you'll have me so here i am i'm trying so here i am are you ready come on let me hold you touch you feel you always kiss you taste you all night always and i'll miss your laugh your smile i'll admit i'm wrong if you tell me i'm so sick of fights i hate them lets start this again for real so here i am i'm trying so here i am are you ready so here i am i'm trying so here i am are you ready come on let me hold you touch you feel you always kiss you taste you all night always come on, let me hold you, touch you, feel you, always, kiss you, taste you, all night, always, i've been here before a few times and i'm quite aware we're dying come on let me hold you touch you feel you always kiss you taste you all night always come on let me hold you touch you feel you always kiss you taste you all night always... always... always.
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[14 May 2005|11:12pm] |
Your dating personality profile:
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited. | Your date match profile:
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw her out of her shell and get to know what she is all about.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Liberal
2. Adventurous
3. Sensual
4. Romantic
5. Outgoing
6. Athletic
7. Big-Hearted
8. Practical
9. Traditional
10. Intellectual
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Adventurous
2. Shy
3. Practical
4. Intellectual
5. Athletic
6. Conservative
7. Sensual
8. Romantic
9. Big-Hearted
10. Traditional
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[09 May 2005|03:52pm] |
FIRSTS.
First best friend: scott
First car: 1991 chevy cavalier.
First crush: if only i could remember
First date: again i'm not sure.
First kiss: kyley
First screen name: slinky001
First self purchased album: nope no clue
First funeral: my grandmother.
First pets: kitty
First piercing/tattoo: my ear.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: either bob seger or neil young.
.LASTS.
Last cigarette: i had one when i was like 8.
Last car ride: went to pick up brittnay.
Last kiss: look above.
Last good cry: long long time.
Last movie seen: star wars
Last beverage drank: diet pepsi
Last food consumed: popcorn.
Last crush: brittnay.
Last phone call: mom.
last chirp: ok.
last time showered: yesterday.
Last shoes worn: my bowling shoes
Last cd played: core to the core. a mix by anthony cannon.
Last item bought: wolborg beyblade.
Last annoyance: ninja.
Last disappointment: don't remember.
Last time wanting to die: a couple of days.
Last time scolded: a billion years ago.
Last shirt worn: avenged sevenfold.
Last website visited: livejournal.
Last word you said: ok.
Last song you sang: don't remember
What color socks are you wearing? black
What kind/color underwear are you wearing? dark blue with light blue and black stripes.
What's under your bed? junk and possibly ninja.
What time did you wake up today? like 8:15.
Where do you want to go? someplace fun.
Where are you going to live? everywhere.
How many kids do you want? a couple.
What kind of car(s): free ones.
Current mood: blah
Current music: none
Current taste: none
Current hair: under my hat.
Current clothes: bowling shoes, light black jeans, pink long sleeve button up shirt with my avenged sevenfold shirt over top and my white hat.
Current annoyance(s): none
Current desktop picture: the factory set one.
Current book: none.
Current color of toenails: toenail colored.
Current time: 4:04pm
Current hate: my house
Current love: cassie and ninner
UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? bouncing my legs.
?2. Are you double jointed? no.
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yes.
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? no.
6. Can you cross your eyes? yes.
7. Tattoos? no.
8. Piercings and where? ears and lip.
9. Do you make your bed daily? never.
-- LA LA LAND --
What's your sleeping position? side or back.
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yes.
Do you snore? i don't know.
Do you sleepwalk? no.
Do you talk in your sleep? i don't know.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no.
How about with the light on? no.
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? no.
Have a crush? britt to the nay.
Do you like to sneeze? it's ok.
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[05 May 2005|09:57pm] |
DO YOU SNORE?
nope.
ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
lover.
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
don't know.
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
They were ok.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
It isn't very real.
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
no.
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
yes.
IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
no.
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
navy and grey.
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
not often.
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
no.
ANY SECRET TALENTS?
not that i know of
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
i don't know i've never been on one.
IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
i guess.
CAN YOU SWIM?
yes.
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
a billion times.
DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
no.
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
46.
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
probably but i'm not going to try.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
no.
ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
no.
DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?
mechanical pencils
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
yuck.
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
yes.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no.
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
nada.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU!"?
20 mins ago
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?
probably.
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
no.
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled.
ARE BLONDES DUMB?
somewhat.
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
the moon.
WHAT TIME IS IT?
10:01pm
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
nope.
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
kind of.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
a couple of hours ago.
BATHS OR SHOWERS?
showers.
IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
he was before he died.
DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
very much.
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
nope.
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
the good life.
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
both.
CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
i don't know.
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
yes but i don't remember it.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
nada.
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
maybe, I haven't decided.
ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
nope.
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
pretty.
HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE?
loud.
WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE ROCK?
the rock.
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
somewhat.
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
yes.
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
yes.
CAN YOU SKATE?
very well.
HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY?
yes.
CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
never tried.
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
in brittnay's backyard!
DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH?
sometimes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
depends.
ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
possibly.
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
sometimes.
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
not really.
DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
yep.
IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
i don't think so.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
pretzels.
DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?
sometimes.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
lots.
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
i don't know.
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
no.
FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
i don't know.
WHOS YOUR BIGGEST CRUSH RIGHT NOW?
Brittnay!
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||| | 36% | | Stability | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Orderliness | |||| | 16% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Interdependence | |||||| | 23% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Artistic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Religious | || | 10% | | Hedonism | || | 10% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Narcissism | |||||||||| | 36% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Work ethic | || | 10% | | Self absorbed | |||||| | 30% | | Conflict seeking | |||||| | 30% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Avoidant | |||||| | 30% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Wealth | |||||| | 23% | | Dependency | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Change averse | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Vanity | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | |
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